Decisions and Outcomes
July 6, 2017
Day has passed quickly
Issues remain unresolved
About treatment, life
Will know tomorrow
The answers to some questions
Can't control outcome
Depends on body
I'm doing all that I can
Team seemed confident
But then came dinner
How far am I from goal?
Weight will make or break
If it trends upward
Rewards and privileges
Lack optimism
Based on what appeared
At the meal, despite increase
At afternoon snack
Maybe I'll be wrong
It would not be the first time
I should trust my team
Still have mixed feelings
About weight restoration
Misnomer for sure
If I don't attain
The set goal- what will I do?
Will it affect plans?
It's not that simple
Making a decision based
On such small details
Of course I am scared
Maybe I don't want to leave
But I'm scared to stay
Doc Weiner was here
Had hoped he would be in Rounds
Talk sense into me
Knows me well enough
To let me figure things out
Pressure does no good
Because I fight back
It is not beneficial
Serves no good purpose
Must make my own choice
What will I choose? Should I leave?
Or commit to stay