Bad Little Girl
June 22, 2017
Why does he treat me
Like I'm a bad little girl
Acting out for kicks
I did not listen
Deliberately rebelled
Just to spite the team
The guidelines were vague
They did not say "can't wear shorts"
Suggest you wear pants
Yet Doc Brown seemed mad
Like I was provoking him
Being difficult
>nintety-five degrees
And I'm supposed to wear jeans?
It's hot as Hades
What about leggings
Stick thin girls in skin tight pants
How is that better
Their clothes trigger me
There are double standards here
Rules are not equal
He looks like my dad
A startling resemblance
It makes it feel worse
He is such a jerk
My written notes are ignored
Smirks at my writing
Arrogant, cocky
Insensitive to a fault
Lack of compassion
Maybe I'm biased
Because he brings up bad thoughts
Hard to be open
Poor first impressions
Talks down; uses third person
Does he think I'm nine?
Like other doctors
From so many years ago
I had no power
When I was a child
Punished for disobeying
I was held captive
Not allowed to "be"
They thought I was weird
Treated like garbage
The doctors know best
My mom believed every word
I was the liar
They saw the lashes
Were they that blind and stupid
Obvious abuse
Like I'm a bad little girl
Acting out for kicks
I did not listen
Deliberately rebelled
Just to spite the team
The guidelines were vague
They did not say "can't wear shorts"
Suggest you wear pants
Yet Doc Brown seemed mad
Like I was provoking him
Being difficult
>nintety-five degrees
And I'm supposed to wear jeans?
It's hot as Hades
What about leggings
Stick thin girls in skin tight pants
How is that better
Their clothes trigger me
There are double standards here
Rules are not equal
He looks like my dad
A startling resemblance
It makes it feel worse
He is such a jerk
My written notes are ignored
Smirks at my writing
Arrogant, cocky
Insensitive to a fault
Lack of compassion
Maybe I'm biased
Because he brings up bad thoughts
Hard to be open
Poor first impressions
Talks down; uses third person
Does he think I'm nine?
Like other doctors
From so many years ago
I had no power
When I was a child
Punished for disobeying
I was held captive
Not allowed to "be"
They thought I was weird
Treated like garbage
The doctors know best
My mom believed every word
I was the liar
They saw the lashes
Were they that blind and stupid
Obvious abuse