Moment to Moment
November 19, 2017
Moment to moment
Topsy turvy emotions
I struggle to stand
Defiant in quest
I toll tirelessly each day
Full of doubt, I fight
Fears of failure still
Despite my constant pursuit
Overcome, succeed,
I wrestle with my
Insecurities, worries
Keep the feelings down
Terror of what might
Happen if I lost control
What would be my fate?
I want acceptance
Be part of a normal life
Find friends, happiness
Yet i resist; balk
Eating and weight gain scare me
Frustration deadly
It holds me back such
That I feel paralyzed by
My inner demons
Topsy turvy emotions
I struggle to stand
Defiant in quest
I toll tirelessly each day
Full of doubt, I fight
Fears of failure still
Despite my constant pursuit
Overcome, succeed,
I wrestle with my
Insecurities, worries
Keep the feelings down
Terror of what might
Happen if I lost control
What would be my fate?
I want acceptance
Be part of a normal life
Find friends, happiness
Yet i resist; balk
Eating and weight gain scare me
Frustration deadly
It holds me back such
That I feel paralyzed by
My inner demons