Pendulum
July 12, 2017
Desperate appeal
To switch teams despite prior
Request denial
Most unlikely that
Any changes will be made
And I had to try
If I assume that
I'll be stuck with current team
I will be leaving
I have mixed feelings
A part of me wants to stay
Seems hard to believe
I hate being here
Loathe the rules. drama, waiting
Reprimands, put downs
Can't stand confinement
Locked in, unable to go
When and where I want
If only I could
Leave here for a day or two
Just to get a break
That's not how it works
I could discharge but then would
Have to start over
More or less at least
Pain in the ass it would be
Worth it for escape
Better to stay put?
Risk potential job options
Set aside future
What are the pros? cons?
What benefits would I get?
By leaving; staying
Hard to see clearly
Looking out the fishbowl
Distorted time frame