Negative Thoughts
July 1, 2017
Negative voices
Threaten to overwhelm me
Worst since arriving
Such a rotten day
Tears kept falling; would not stop
Eyes puffy; swollen
Tired of being here
Feel like I'm in a hole
Can't seem to climb out
Want to fly away
:Literally get on plane
Head back to my home
But I need to ask
Why- What am I feeling now?
What is driving me?
Be very careful
Refrain from rash decisions
Don't want to regret
Need to contemplate
Potential repercussions
Of any choices
But the temptation
To throw in the towel; leave
Very powerful
Not saying I want
To give up on my treatment
I've made such progress
It would be a shame
Walk away, then fall apart
Tumble down the hole
Would not leave Monday
Or even early next week
Perhaps after that
Rationale simple
How much would I benefit
By staying longer